Saturday, July 24, 2010

Up to 541 unmoderated comments, ughhhhhhhh

Soooooooooooooooooooooo Pixie UPDATE:

I am in Oman. [Most of my loyal readers and blog friends know this] I came to the Gulf to find halal employment. My old job was in a bank. That dealt in riba. Soooo... Yes Y [my Saudi husband for those that are unfamiliar with the blog], I know you don't want me to bother with ANY personal information, but people back home, ummmmm, I didn't leave my husband because I didn't like him?! WTH? LOL, some of the gossip people engage in is really funny. It is like that children's game, Telephone, where you whisper something in one person's ear and it comes back to you after passing a circle and it is sooooooooooo messed up, lol, is nothing like what you originally said at all?

I came here because I wanted to have an easier life, I mean, be able to wear niqab even if I want and walk down the street like that is normal. Y had to stay in Canada. Our life was there, and yes, lol, I winced out of the hard stuff. But alhamdulilah, after Ramadaan Y can come here.

I know some crazy stuff happened with Aalia (anyone gossiping about her or taking joy in her current sit. you are waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay beyond messed up and Allah guide you and take pity on you, ameen) and people I think are mixing us, because we have been BFF for a long time, & because of what I said in relation to Aalia's current situation over at "Chasing Jannah." I am in a totally different situation than Aalia so please don't try and "guess" or be "suspicious" of what, lol, I didn't come to you and say? It's REALLY annoying. My life is going great, alhamdulilah, and it has been a challenge, and I've had to think about what is really important, ie what I need out of life and what makes a marriage and where to live ect, but those are normal things for any mature person. I am sorry I don't share much beyond my general spot on the globe. I used to blog alot and realized it had become a pressure, and alot of people wanted to know about my personal life. Those I am close with well even them I keep some things private from.

Some people were flat out mean. What they said wasn't true so I don't even have to mention it. You mixing people and places. LOL, some of the gossip was great. Now I will never watch Celeb gossip shows again. Of any kind. I feel bad for them. I no longer have a TV or a regularily accesible computer or a CD player and you know what, I am so happy LOL.

Anyways, the point of this post is to say, I have retired from major daily fashion posting. I still love fashion and hijab but don't have the energy to make sets and surf the net for pics. I said everything I believe is important to be said about hijab all the ways I could say it.

As for Islam, I studying Surah Al Baqarah right now, memorizing it in English and Arabic and studying the tasfeer around it. It takes me a whole day to memorize and understand 1 ayah? Well, lol, so what?! There aren't as many ayaat in Al Bakarah as there are days in the year so if I manage 1 a day in 1 year I'll have learnt quite alot. I would like to post on this all eventually. And finish writing a "Girl's Guide to Islam" but I am quite busy just living and being happy and being thankful to Allah for all that He subhanhu wa ta'ala has provided.


NeverEver said...

alhamdulillah, so ridiculously happy to see your update!!!


and alhamdulillah glad that everything is moving along well. InshaAllah I hope you and your husband have a lovely reunion and a blessed and happy Ramadhan.

<3 NeverEver

Candice said...

OOh, you should definitely share interesting things you're learning while studying surah al Baqarah! What a great plan to learn it lile that at a reasonable pace! :)

Glad things are going well for you!

Anonymous said...

Salaam Aleikum Siter ,
this is the first time I stop by your blog , and it is very awesome Masha'Allah !!!!!
thank you for sharing your personal thoughts !!! nd May Allah help you with memorizing Surat Albakarah !!!!
I learned a hizb of it last Ramadan , but didn't get the chance to continue !!!!!
I'm sure you can do it just focus !!!
I'm an Arab muslim teenager . I'm from Morocco nd live in it (*^_^*)
May Allah bless you .

Anonymous said...

i love u alessa im proud of u ;)

Sarah said...

So glad to hear you're doing well, Pixie! I wish you a joyous and enlightening (early) Ramadan, and may Allah (SWT) help you with your memorization and guide us all to the straight path, ameen.

- Sarah

Iman said...

Very happy to see you're back ! Just one thing *tafseer (tasfeer means sending away/ dispatching) :D x x x

henna said...

Hi Pixie,

who is this Y? and why are you talking of Alia? from one of your last years post I thought something happened to Alia, anyway hope u are doing good and had happy ID with your family.